Big new and sad news!!!!

So the big news is I AM WRITING MY OWN NOVEL...but the sad news is I'm having to leave my blog for a couple of months just so i can focus on my novel. For weeks now I've been planning my story line,characters,where the story's going to lead and so on.
After writing a rough summery of my novel i have the name of my book and i have the basic concept of my novel and enough stuff written down to start writing the novel it self.
If you would like to know the name of my book it is...
''The queen who stole hearts'' it sounds corny.but i promise you the story line is awesome and although it sounds like another 'Alice in wonderland'' novel,i promise you its not.
i don't want to give too much away but its about a young aspiring actress who signs up for a casting to be in the play ''the queen of hearts''. The play is based around alice in wonderland BUT the book is not.
Extremely excited to get writing and hopefully people will enjoy it.
So bye for now,I'm not leaving my blog forever its just until my book is finished!

Toni xXx

Is Ariana Grande dressing too sexy?

People will agree that Ariana Grande has been spicing it up on stage lately. In short shorts and low crop tops but the question is...is she dressing far too sexy for her personality?.
Pictures show the cutie queen flaunting her stuff at several live performances in near to nothing, Ariana seems a sweet and innocent soul until she gets on stage in tiny outfits that some say Miley Cyrus would wear.
Do you think Ariana is influenced by Miley's outfits?, Ariana has been known as sweet as she is as cat in the Disney show Sam & Cat but is that all about to change?.

Ariana fans will agree to disagree but i think she's lost her cute factory and is edging for more of a sexier,spicier grown up look. Not that its bad of course.

As gorgeous and talented as she is do you think she needs to wear these outfits? surly she isn't trying to prove herself in a way to say (Im not a young girl anymore), it is certainly working.

We all miss the cute dresses and long socks kind of Ariana but i guess we can't pick and choose their life for them. I just hope she doesn't go down a bad route like a majority of celebrities who have been pounded with the fame and fortune.

I wish Ariana the best in her career and i think she will go far if the outfits don't get shorter and start to disappear anymore than they have.

Toni xXx

Another rant regarding Zoe Sugg

After reading articles of zoella (Zoe Sugg) being pushed down and humiliated because of the selling records her books have got.
Being compared to the selling of harry potter to some people is an offensive thing,but you can not ignore such a thing and be blind to it. Not in any way are people saying it is better than JK Rowlings harry potter books because quite frankly they are outstandingly written books nobody could possibly be on that type of story level. Girl online has sky rocketed beyond the FIRST sales of harry potter,not the whole sales completely so people need to lay off the negativity regarding that situation but also theres now articles humiliating zoe by saying she hadn't written the book her self,its somebody else's idea and so on.
i FAIL to understand the desperately neediness people are feeling to put this girl down,if you'd even consider anybody's comments before you post such an accusation. Maybe you'd come to realise it that the story is entirely Zoe's idea as its based on a true story its based on her life and experiences. Id also like to point out that obviously it wasn't entirely written by zoella her self which is understandable because anybody who hasn't had the mind set to write a book in their future life will not have the right mind set or words to write down on paper. When you have it in your mind you want to become a writer at a young age its easier to accomplish because its what you train yourself for and what you learn yourself to write in an understandable manor and you get an idea on what people want to read and what they want from such a writer you have to find yourself before you know yourself and what you are capable of.
Obviously zoe didn't have it in her mind from a young age or didn't have a goal to become an author of such an in-depth book with all kinds of meanings. She needed some help from somebody with experience obviously it doesn't take a genius to know if an experienced person has helped you with a product to get you on your feet and get yourself going with that type of career. Some words some people who don't inspire to be an author wouldn't be able to put into a book and thats understandable but you can not say she didn't have a majority of the inputs. She may have written the story down and somebody's gone through the story and added bits that were needed to describe different emotions the character penny is feeling or just to link up sentences that were not done too a high enough standard to be a published book.
I think its a tad bit pathetic that people are going to their lengths to make this girl feel useless and make her un motivated for her second book which YES she is in the process of writing. Being an inspiring writer myself i understand that some things need input and to change the imperfections that doesn't mean that the story was not written by ZOE SUGG herself stop with the criticism and just enjoy the book!!!!.
how anybody can use ghostwritten on a novel about zoellas life so freely is bonkers.
Thankyou for reading!.
Stay smiling don't let anybody ruin your day!.
Toni xXx

Late october favourites

Hey guys,
So this blog post is going to be about my Late october favourites,what I've been loving the past month and jus in general my favourite things! This blog post will be much longer than usual because I'm going into detail about the product and why i like it. enjoy.
so i will start off with:
-Vaseline lip cocoa butter,i never usual like vaseline lip products because of them being so greasy but I've grown to love them after getting really sore lips lately and i just fell in love with the new special edition vintage tin its just so pretty and cute and its actually really easy to carry around without it getting in the way of everyday things!

-Zoella's creamy madly dreamy body lotion,i have been using the for my hands for the past month and my hands have never been softer i think its possibly one of my favourite creams/body lotion,it its a fairly big tube but for £5 you can fault it the quality of the lotion just melts and the good think about it is that it doesn't leave your hands greasy and the smell is just devine in itself!

-Clinque 123 skin care system,I've been using this product since june i think and the results are just great i recently purchased another one of the travel size packs because its just easier and more efficient to store,which 123 skin care system you use depends on your skin type and what the clique experts recommend i have a really oily t-zone and chin but dry cheeks so my system is the skin type 3,it says it all on the box say yes to great skin,it is a great product the travel set is £20 and lasts quite a while,it leaves your skin lovely,beautiful and glowing i recommend this product to anybody!!

-Simple kind to skin soothing facial toner,I've never considered ever using a toner before but i think that purchasing one and trying it out was the best decision I've ever made,it makes my skin feel a whole lot fresher,a whole lot vibrant and it makes me look more awake and alert,it really cleans out your pores and you can really feel it getting to work on your face i will purchase this again once it is all used up but i do recommend this to anybody with oily skin or anybody who just wants their face to look and feel fresh.

-Lush snow fairy shower gel,i didn't know about this product until last week where i instantly fell in love with the sent of this,i know a lot of people will know about this already and i feel stupid for not knowing about it sooner because it is just heaven in a bottle,it has the most gorgeous sweet candy floss smell which for somebody who loves and swears by sweet stuff is just perfect,i could recommend this to anybody and everybody because this is a product worth raving about and worth reading about,it is defiantly worth the money if you just adore sweet smelly bath stuff,if you wanna smell like a walking ball of candy floss this is so for you you can literally smell it for 2 days afterwards its just such a beautiful sent!!

-Next define eau de toilette in the round bottle,I'm never usually one for perfumes I'm more of a mist type of person but for some reason theirs just something about this that just draws me in and makes me fall in love with it,i can't describe the smell its really musky but floral kind of smells like a mans aftershave but not as strong as an aftershave would be but with floral tones in with it i think i have the old one but their is a different one they sell in next now that i thinks the exact same but different bottles or i may be wrong either way it smells beautiful!! awesome dupe for Emporio Armani She eau de toilette!

RECENT FAVOURITE SONGS!!

heeeey,sorry I've not posted in a few days not been feeling my best but I'm back again but today I'm going to be telling all you fab people my favourite songs and will be adding the link to them!!
recently I've really been into listening to music i simply could not go a day without listening to music and these songs at least some aren't new but they aren't really old.
so i hope you enjoy my favourite songs and you should go check them out and subscribe to their youtube channels all will be linked.
1.Troye Sivan - Happy little pill
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QEWHF3E9YJQ
TroyesVEVO https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCnsa7fw1hZHP5qvf8zVGnvA
and Troyes Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/TroyeSivan18
2.Trevor Moran - Echo
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5tF_t_kb2fc
TrevorsVEVO https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC-02W-VT3MkJ1mdyQiy0Q8w
Trevors Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/iTr3vor
Or a featured channel our2ndlife https://www.youtube.com/user/our2ndlife
3.Ricky dillon - Nobody
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uqc-4ty8FY4
Rickys youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCBxs6sUSOJ3UUATAi4rp30w
or a featured channel our2ndlife https://www.youtube.com/user/our2ndlife
4.Megan nicole - Alright
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uNDws0-19z8
Megans youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/channel/UChWmYNTHQpLmJdkScwNrgcA
5.Jasmine thompson - Willow
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p9JxAQqtxkg&list=UUxMYYfhs8BqYmJLBHmgsXLw
Jasmines youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCxMYYfhs8BqYmJLBHmgsXLw
They may not be at everybody's taste but incase it is here is the list and links hope you enjoy them and i hope you love them as much as i do :)
stay gorgeous
Toni xXx

Photo from : http://8tracks.com/farahsalsabila/fav-songs-aka-my-jam

A subject not spoken about enough.

Hello guys,
today I'm going to talk about a subject thats near and dear to my heart that i don't think is addressed or spoken about enough,the reason I'm writing stuff like this is because its kind of a release for myself and for others to read my blog posts and get such a relief from whatever it is thats causing them problems.
Bullying...i know a majority of people will think oh great another person rabbiting on about something people know about but the problem is people know about bullying but not what it does to somebody or what comes with being bullied.
It used to be a tough subject for me to talk about but i guess now its gradually laid off I'm able to talk about it more freely now without feeling terrorised.
hopefully my story can help people speak out about being bullied and i hope it comforts some people who are struggling with being bullied.

The bullying for me really started when i was at a young age youngest i can remember it happening was around 5 which is seriously young,the bullying carried on all the way through primary school until i was 10 and then i went up to secondary school and it stopped for about 5 month because i had gone to a different school that my primary class went to but behold it started again but by a lot more people genuinely because i was small and wore glasses,i can remember it starting as just being called names like four eyes, jam jars, specky, midget they obviously hurt my feelings by saying stuff like that but it didn't get me down as it should have i still walked around smiling and just minded my own business whilst people didn't wanna mind theirs and tried to always put me down everyday up until year 8 about half way through and then it started to get physical which did scare me which it would anybody,but being the person i was i didn't tell anybody and then i started to retaliate in a sense by trying to do what they did to me...call them names which landed me in getting hit at school which i still didn't tell anybody about because i was in the wrong so i felt there was no point and then before i knew it i was being tripped up by boys and girls older than me,getting pencils,books and science goggles thrown at me in class and thats when i decided to tell somebody and surprise surprise nobody listened which was to expect from my school and it carried on and in year 9 i started skipping school because i genuinely was afraid of it and didn't wanna get hurt any more than i was this carried on until half way through year 9 and i then had an argument with a girl because she was bullying me and i retaliated and she threatened to stab me and i planned to go to school when i woke up but instead i ran away i hid because i was scared and i had enough and i got done obviously but it didn't help me no matter what i said i was lying and i was in the bad because i retaliated and then i carried on with school as normal as i was made to and i needed to get good grades (which i didn't get and you'll know why in a second) the torment carried on until year 10 just settled in and it got worse,they'd steal my phone and hide it and hold it up and tell me to jump for it, and then i was being seriously tormented by this one girl who i will not name but she tormented me the whole of the lesson and i went to take a drink out of my bottle and she smacked the bottom of the bottle and it hit my teeth so hard it pushed them back a little and i just blew and ran out of class and school and i didn't return until year 11 where school finally addressed the bullying and had it caught on schools cctv from months to even years and the education board agreed that it was a serious offence of bullying that the school had chosen to ignore for all the time i was there and i was home schooled until i returned to take my exams in year 11 but it didn't stop there,i was tormented online by 60% of the school and not an over exaggeration,still have the document to this day of being threatened to be stabbed,ran over,shot,beat up and also murderd by the people who i called my friends and by the people who bullied me year after year. and only from a months ago did it stop and did i feel free and finally happy after many horrible thoughts, violating and painful experiences. EVERYBODY can come out the other end better off it takes a little courage and gut instinct to tell you that it isn't right what people are doing and they can't get away with it,you've just got to believe in yourself and don't let them get you down or walk all over you,if me the weakest person ever can do it so can you.
stay smiling, stay positive and be YOU!!!!
toni xXx

A little extra.

Heeeey guys,
so ive not had anything really exciting to write about for the past two day so I'm just gonna update and tell you all that i currently have a boraang life and have nothing better to do than write all day which i guess is kind of a bonus that i don't have to get up early but it gets extremely boring and all i have to do it write so a lot of post will be irrelevant to nothing at all just me catching up asking how all you lovely people are :)).
A while back i did a photo shoot where i wore a vintage 1980's chanel coat,tried to sell it to several people but they don't like it because its a spring piece, which is a shame because it is just outstandingly gorgeous but extremely long anyways ill insert a few pictures so you can check out its beauty for yourself. - two of the pictures are in a vintage style edit and one is in a loom edit.
see you soon.
Toni xXx

Be nice to one and another!

Holaaa I'm back but today not with much of a happy or beauty/fashion blog post is how you may put it.
Today i came across an article about zoella,the link was posted on Facebook by a person called Matthew Harris upon clicking on this link it brought up an article by a girl called Chloe Hamilton i thought id give it a read and see what it was all about...well upon reading this article i felt a sense of sickness in my stomach and a flood of sympathy not for zoella but for the writer of this blog post Chloe,the article basically slates zoella in every way possible Chloe even stoops down to name calling which is really petty and the fact this girl has gone out of her way to write a pretty long in depth article about how zoella isn't good for teenage community and how her name almost sounds like something from disney if i am particularly honest,it isn't a bad thing as you should know tons of teenage girls and boys look unto disney in a sense of comfort,acceptance and reliability.
To even adress a young aspiring teenage figure as deeply as you do is just outrageous and makes you sound utterly jealous of her success and her commitment to making peoples day by making videos direct to the teenage community making them feel better about them selfs and not utterly betrayed into thinking they're something different to zoella,she makes us people feel like we are a part of the beauty society when we think that we are different people to zoella and she shows us that we are not,we are all the same in the same skin and the fact you have such a strong disagreement against teenagers feeling like they are important then shame on you entirely.
You simply can not say what you have and not be jealous of what she's amounted to, she's a public figure because she doesn't judge people without knowing who they are and what they do, she doesn't call people names because she feels like it or because she is jealous of them,its really sad that sometimes people feel the way Chloe does and i hope she realises the entirety of her blog is just down right nasty and is entirely incorrect. you can find the jealously written article at http://www.independent.co.uk/voices/comment/sure-teenage-girls-need-role-models--but-not-of-the-zoella-kind-9809136.html
Thank you for reading and i hope that people be nice to one and another.
Toni xXx

OUTFIT OF THE DAY!

holaa,

so today i decided to do an outfit of the day,the photos aren't the best as they are taken on my htc phone i will eventually take better photos but its kind of hard atm so i hope nobody minds and enjoys my outfit of the day!!! 

shirt - Miss selfridge 

skirt- Primark 

tights-Primark 

also forgot to take a picture of my shoes but today my news are canvas pumps from Newlook i will insert a picture of them from new look.

Toni xXx

sorry for the large photo. http://www.newlook.com/shop/shoe-gallery/view-all-shoes/white-lace-patterned-laceless-plimsolls_313799710

Favourite Youtubers/Bloggers.

Helllooo,

After spending a lot of my time for the past 3 months on youtube and scouting around different blogs and watching vlogs and also videos from the likes jacksepticeye,pewdiepie,cutiepiemarzia and grav3yardgirl,zoella i decided to tell you guys my favourite youtubers/bloggers this is in no order or is it the only people i like to watch in the spare time that i have atm its all who i can remember mostly.

-zoella

-pewdiepie

-tanya burr

-marzia 

-pointlessblog (alfie)

-jacksepticeye

-grav3yardgirl

-tyler oakley

-troye sivan (also a wicked singer!!)

-joey graceffa

i also love listening to music covers by:

-megan nicole

-alex g

-jasmine thompson

-alyson stoner

-alyssa bernal

I can't remember anymore atm because i have a brain like a fish,this is in no what order or just it i have a lot more but i can't remember them,if anybody has any suggestions for me to check out I'm more than happy  to check anybody's channel or blog out! 

much love,enjoy your day and keep smiling!!!

Toni xXx

credit to http://www.favouritepeople.com/img/banner.jpg

where the picture is from!

Things ive learnt in the past year.

Holaaa,
Third blog post in one day i am on a roll today/tonight.
i was thinking of ideas and what to write and what i thought people would might like to hear and i had a few ideas but didn't have enough time to get everything ready for anything else so i hope this is just as enjoyable as anything thing else I've written.
i think the most important thing in this blog post is that people do take what I'm about to talk about into account and possibly learn something from my blog post.
i guess the main thing I've learnt this year is to not take things for granted because nothing lasts forever or stays the same,things change even when you don't expect it or want it to and it can break you emotionally or it can make you a better person it just depends what it is. But the most important thing is to just smile all the way through it and just be yourself,don't change for anybody else or their needs and don't change yourself because somebody expects more from you if they don't appreciate what you do when your doing your best they don't even deserve your least never mind your best. Most of all do you and don't let anybody tell you any different because if somebody takes yourself away then you are a blank canvas,even when you try to be somebody else it is obvious thats not you and people can see how much its hurting you,the important thing is that you smile and get rid of the people in your life who don't appreciate you and your personality and your work,smile because you are perfect the way you are and nobody should change themselves because somebody who doesn't even deserve your eye contact tells you to change. DO YOU because being yourself is the most beautiful thing you could ever do or be.
what i learnt this year is don't listen to people who put you down and tell you to change because you aren't apparently good enough,screw them we are who we are and nothing can change that!
STAY SMILING AND STAY BEAUTIFUL.
Toni xXx

photo was copied from go check their page beautiful pictures of inspirational quotes!!! http://www.cutequotestumblr.com/wp-content/uploads/we-heart-it-quotes-4.jpg

FAVOURITE CLOTHING SITES.

Hello,

back again but with a different approach i am writing about my favourite clothing websites because like a usual girl i am a shopaholic especially when it comes to online stores,being a girl its hard to find one website where i can just buy from but thats a difficult task so i buy from many!

these are my favourite clothing websites:

- http://www.forever21.com/UK/Product/Main.aspx?br=f21

- http://www.riverisland.com

- http://www.topshop.com/?geoip=home

- http://www.everything5pounds.com

- http://www.sammydress.com/?gclid=CMfui4uStsECFdTLtAodeF8AHw

- http://www.karmaloop.com

I am not getting paid by any of these websites i just thought some fashion girlies may want to know my favourite clothing sites.

Toni xXx

ZOELLA BEAUTY REVIEW

Hiya everyone,
i have another review today of the very well know Zoella's beauty items,first of all i am very proud of Zoella being a huge fan of hers myself i have tried many different products by all different brands and people and if I'm honest none is as quite as fascinating as Zoe's.
My favourite product from Zoe's line has to be the hand cream (creamy madly dreamy) i get really dry hands in the autumn and winter and this is really working wonders,it smells divine i just want to eat it!!.
£5 - Superdrug!.
My second favourite product is the body mist (Blissful mistful) it smells so beautiful its a balance between sweet and floral and that is the most gorgeous sent out there in the perfume/mist range overall Zoe's line is by far my favourite of all the products I've ever tried.
I have recommended these products to a fair few of my friends and i recommend you try these products yourself and maybe recommend a friend also i have fallen in love with Zoella's beauty brand and i will forever buy her products.
£8 - Superdrug
overall i give there products a 9.5 out of 10 :)))
adioss
Toni xXx

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Creightons hair care!

Holaaaa,
I am back again with something still beauty related but fairly not i am reviewing a product regarding a girls maybe boys pride and joy,i am talking about hair products possibly my favourite so far from what ive tested on my very damaged hair from dyeing and bleaching.

The product i am reviewing is the creightons KPro keratin pro smooth and strengthen shampoo&conditioner!.

This product is a diamond for damaged,dry hair.

The formula

The formula of these hair products are the right consistancy you want within a shampoo and conditioner its not runny or too gloopy it is a great smelling formula, the conditioner is a traditional standard white conditioner. The shampoo is a balance between a clear and a white shampoo with a shimmer tone to it.

The smell

The smell of these products are very much like perfume a very sweet floral not something you'd find in a hair product such as these but it gives you the perfume smelling hair a majority of people want.

Overall rating
Overall i would rate this product 9/10 because of the performance of this product after 2 weeks of use i see a dramatic change in the texture of my hair.

You can get this product from: http://www.beautyatcreightons.co.uk/product/keratin-pro-smooth-strengthen-shampoo-conditioner/
For just £1.99 each.
Or

http://www.tjhughes.co.uk/creightons-keratin-pro-smooth-strengthen-conditioner.
For just £1 each!!!

Thankyou very much for reading! Adiossss.
Toni xXxX

Stay Matte Foundation

Today i am reviewing the Stay Matte Foundation from rimmel london RRP around £5.
If you are looking for a liquidy type of foundation this is not what you'd be looking for, the texture of this foundation is thick and creamy but when the foundation is applied it is very light, fluffy and airy on the skin. The foundation is very silky on the face if you have a oily t-zone i recommend setting the foundation with a stay matte powder just for the troublesome areas. The thing i like most about this foundation is it is full coverage and really gets rid of the redness around the face and really covers up the really nasty blemishes you may have, i have a love/hate relationship with this foundation as it can tend to be very drying on the end of the nose and cheek areas but with a little cream before you apply the foundation it should prevent flaking and itchy dry skin, the foundation has a short and weird colour range which may not suit everybodys skin tone, but overall i guess out of rating of 10 i give this a 7/10 just because of the dryness it causes and colour range. For the price its a great foundation and i recommend it for people who really like moosey, full coverage foundation.
Thanks for reading, i will see you next time on my next review.

Toni XxX

My blog

So on my blog i will be testing out products i think people will benefit off of my opinions from beauty to food to basically anything i find some people may want to test out for themselfs but may need abit of Information and performing Standards before buying or testing i will do a few off of my own back first and then i will take requests after a few of my own product reccomendations.
Toni xxx